Life & update my back-to-come-legs-Tips Saluuuuteeeeee:):)
(which is much much text I'll post the dates nochn upload of images from recent weeks. andn Haul is also I must watch the moment where I let my time because I now every day 11 hours'm on the road, 8 of which I work, the rest is travel time and well-deserved break, so please my friends, have a disadvantage..: ) *
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Hach God yes, I know I asshole. I was eternal way! Sorry ey .. It was so much going on. And I'm so happy
. I do not at all how to start. Best .. just from the front
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I tell you now something. If your friend cheats on you with one of your best friends, this is the best can happen to you. Why? Because you two people are going, the later you have to play much worse. And? Since then everything is 100 times better than before. Why? Karma
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When I think back now .. Horror at the scene at Wednesday, where it all came out, where I was sitting in the car with Jana and had even asked him, if he wants to see me back again, I could left and right, a clap. As I ask him whether he wants to see me again? God I was blond. Anyway, now I'm smarter, wiser, more reasonable, have a clear head again. In other words, I'm after a little over 2 months
fully on the matter of time . Someone could give in now and say "Are not you, otherwise you would not write about it," but sometimes I argue, however, eventually could not you just talk about it, if it does wehtäte and also I will let you know just.
Vivien me after all Case displayed. YES, I write on the Internet;) What the hell. For "insulting and criminal damage" .. only insult would have been stupid, so they had to invent something else. All came not through, partly because of the history and because it has no evidence for the latter and the whole thing just ne trifle. There is not even ne Act. I'm in there anywhere. I need not mention it. Even if some future employer would investigate, he would find nothing. HAHA xD
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Obviously, it does not fit. So she has shown a girlfriend of mine also, for libel. Well .. but unfortunately hit also not because my girlfriend is 17 and there is certainly something under the table. HAHA ^ ^ double
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I must say I think nothing. Who takes away his former best friend, the friend and then they also show, that is .. I think we all are thinking the same thing.
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Then I had a job at Kaufland concerned about not up to my training at home and sit around doing nothing. Buying land is the way great, the pay extremely well (you asked on the premises), the people are very nice and everything runs fairly and reasonably.
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One evening they were all in buying land in my office. I almost died, but now I think it was good. You have done me the favor of shutting down. I've seen them all again and it survived:) Then again there are 2. And it was perfect sausage. *
Then came the other day an Email from one of those if I want to come to his birthday. I ignored habs.
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Then: Sample Work at
Photography Studio Line
. It was great, I get the training position. I still can not grasp. Hardly anyone really believed it, but I knew I belong here and that everything went well, the hammer. I love it. I wake up every morning happy, like going out for an hour and my dear colleagues. I can have passport photos;) Next, I learn the basic application images. Those who want can come over time, I like to write an Email and I'll tell you in what branch I work. You'll read the next line can, why not first write down, right here. But anyway .. it worked. I am so happy that you can imagine at all. There have been advertised over 600 people and I am one of the 10, it have done. whoohoo:) If you want to pat me on the shoulder? xD The other trainees are including in Berlin (3) and Hamburg, Kiel and Hanover otherwise .. as far as I know .. but I'm just not sure. Anyway, I love them all.
SO. And see hers! Before I even go to school, sometimes not, that it was important for me to see, Chris, I have been living only on the weekends, when what was wrong with him, my whole life I was gray and listless.
soon as I let go, everything was good. Absolutely everything.
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Incredibly many of you is exactly the same thing or something like that happens now .. that you said to me all that I had published the post then. In the comments, by email at hotmail or YT, came from everywhere "that's also happened to me," etc. And you have asked me to tell you how I got over it.
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So
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Make yourself a plan. If you rumlungert, there is no better. Once you have the time to think, breaks the world together again, so: DOES SOMETHING!
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spending time with family and friends, drinking makes girls
evenings
is, one that tells your story each wants to hear them, you let the 100th Sometimes say that their right, have you not deserve to see the whole assholes still what they like and most importantly, it tries to estimate when someone says "so what? fuck off. Life goes on sweetie" .. because it needs the correct mix of compassion and kick in the butt. Because basically it is what it is: half-so-bad. *
You have you over and over again make clear that the whole so that it HAD to come in your life goes on. Since damn happy, you know now that these 2 or X people do not belong in your life. Clearly show a man can not do that. And it is already: Realize that it's over and that the exact IS GOOD.
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The first days are the worst. Cries out everything that is rauszuweinen, cry, break together, sick, whatever, if it all out, her cries so maybe 1x, but that's it then.
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Writes. I was lucky that I had almost 5000 people that I "listen" to their senses and not at all, how much it has helped me, as you have me all awarded. For that I love you, each and I will never forget.
I suggest you send me your story and I post on my blog. It helps so much to hear dozens of times how bad it is, but that there continues. If you do not want to do so publicly, it belasst at
diary. everything you write from the soul. The more it tells / writes down the better. Many people can sleep at night not at all before they have not written the day of the soul.
* As I said, you care about your future
. Find out what you want to be her and then gets going. With passion. You now have all the time.
* Thoughts sihiinnd freiiii .. xD It is so. You'll get your head back empty. Worried you avoid new music, everything reminds you of him, banned all in ne drawer, tears ALL photos, throw it away, spits on it. The guy has betrayed you, what do you want it? You alone are he will forgive principle never.
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I know .. at the beginning you think "maybe in 2 years ..?" But even that will pass. At some point, you is totally bananas, what is he doing with whom. These include that you really closes. Stalking him at StudiVZ or the like, avoid EVERYTHING that somehow with him / her has to do, otherwise you get your head not just free.
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And of course .. you looking for someone else. No one should be forever. In is not considered. But as I have used the distraction .. and the proof that there are still plenty of others besides himself. And this is so. You can find the
correct . And if that happens, you know. There is nothing planned, not identified, nothing, "agreed," no, it just happens. And if not, then not. We are all young enough and besides, it makes very happy to have success in work / school. Because one has only himself to thank. Just-in-itself. Remember, that your happiness does not depend on other people should, but of you. YOU decide how to run your life. YOU decide whether you want to live later in nem house or Ner 1-room apartment. It is not too late.
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Otherwise .. so in the whole: take life too seriously. If it is again really fucking stressful times and you want to put their heads in the ground, relax. We come out of here alive anyway not
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(quote Yasmin:) But if you force the have, then live for the beautiful moments. Love and let yourself love. Celebrate and let you celebrate it. And not to think about others ..
Karma, baby
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And now you, you take your pen and write down your goals. Be it for now closet clean up;) Do something. Begin to.
now. *
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your Nina: **
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