life-blah
Hello my friends! :)
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first I must show you a picture that have Jana and I recently brought a state and I think somehow so beautiful .. You get in a rarely go there a picture with which both are satisfied, and we've managed to achieve even more than one.
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Jana, i love you.]
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Joa, which in the beginning. Now to today's topic xD ..
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has now been dozens of times I was asked whether I am religious, or what I believe and what my attitude is, etc. And actually, the an interesting topic, why should I not be taking time.
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(as always when I'm writing to gush, I do not look to large and lower case ..)
* Sometimes I wonder what life really is. What we all do here, we come here we are and why we must go back. What happens tomorrow, why it happened and what if .. I believe in no god, more like a miracle. Actually, I take heed not to think about all this because I would always get mad after a while. If you really even ask where the world comes and finds that there is no response within our human mind is, you are restless. It can be nothing that you can understand what we do. We know that nothing is just there. We know that no water bottle appears out of nothing when we are thirsty. We know that there are day and night and always a new tomorrow. We also now know that we live on a planet of many. The universe is supposedly infinite - but what is infinite. And when it ends but, how can it end? We can not imagine. It may have been no big bang, which will eventually have popped? Where was the forth again? It is just so ".. but if I give myself satisfied, why should I then live so seriously? Obviously, everything is based on something inexplicable. What are we here? Why our time is limited? Why do we live if we die again? Why do we love and why do we suffer? Why does it work? Where does it come from and how long has this so? * *
Apart from the fact that it is a mystery to me how all this here is to have originated from water, you know, water = life, after billions of years as I sit here in my four walls, hit the plastikstückchen and virtually through the air through communicating with you, how is it that you can produce something like electricity, that you can move, I mean, where does this force her? We are never connected, we have muscles, okay, but the force .. I do not know if he understands what I mean but sky, the breath all the fact that we live, speak, feel, think .. all this must be based on some wonderful. And without this wonderful nothing would work. * The is what I believe.
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* * As I said .. sometimes I ask myself all "come what may" that, but mostly I live by. This attitude towards life I had actually always .. Then Chris came and my life, my principles and my mind turned on its head and I gave some of my itself. Since he's gone, I'm me again. I live in the moment. I like to plan, but I do not despair when something does not work out as I had imagined. I realized that you can not control. And that's okay. The following may get some with security in the wrong way but; I live now for "all so bad, fuck off, one day I'm dead anyway". And this may sound macabre, but it helps me enormously that at some point it's all over. I also believe many people would be crazy if they did not know that they "saved" at any time be. I do not mean that I would not care to die tomorrow, I have only just accepted that I do not have EVERYTHING in the hand. And if you think about it, takes away, on a certain load. As one would decrease the fate of a little responsibility. I live relatively easily into the tag. I am healthy, have a perspective and loving people around me. My life is good, no matter whether I'm broke, lose one earring, I'll badmouth anyone or I go somewhere too late. What little things upset about what can be done to make things that are now sometimes the other. It is much easier for one or the other simply accept the way it is. One can see the so leave that one can rely on it when you have someone with stress. But even so that you can access it quiet, because no matter how it turns out, it will be sometime matter. You know what I mean? Whatever happens, It ends up perfectly. It all comes down, it's over. And once you get to understand that nothing is bad, life is relatively simple.
When you're young, everything is so lightweight and all directly kattastrophe a giant. Each suffering is a small world sunset, every setback a shot in the heart failure and despair to every one reason. But some people have that certain "understood" that a harsh, even after the entry into the belly again brings back to the ground. I'm happy as such a person. I can not decide if I will be the situation, a drama, or me relax. In that case the costs also relax the force, but this is such a thing, which I can not explain.
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* You know me all. More or less .. I can be loose flaky on it, increase me in but just as good in things, if I just feel like it. I can put myself in everyone and a lot to understand. Almost everything. Only I do not quite cheap, just out of principle. You know what I mean. Sometimes you can even understand murder, but that does not mean that they approve. What I mean is, I'm a happy man and it costs a lot of trouble not to be happy. Since I work, I enjoy myself at the smallest things. As wind. Sounds like an old woman would speak, but it is so. I love the cold, the wind, the incredibly fresh air doing well, the autumn leaves, these slowly emerging winter cosiness. Listen instead of rihanna and Jason Derulo something classic example of Twilight, you Stoppers the ear and walk through the autumn. Somehow this is a very special feeling. You walk through the wind, everything seems hectic, but you get nothing with it. You can just leave the work for you, you are very quiet, because the "song" is so calm. Hard to describe, it just experienced. *
* Now I have talked me tightly. What I originally wanted to say is, I have no idea how I come here, how and when my life ends, what else will come and if everything goes according to my plans, but I am even here. I'm healthy and I love and feel and think and it is-so corny it may sound-a fucking gift. Do not think I know life is not appreciated, just because I look to address it relaxed. We love and we live. And like any reasonably normal human being I love my family, my friends and I'm pretty needs harmony. And I think anyone with this strange wonder of the world he came to begin what he wants. I think everyone gets what he wants, if they really want and also less than what he deserves.
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* Be well my friends,
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Nina:)
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again Jana and me:)
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and PS: I greet Anika and Stefan lovingly: *
first Before making a trip to the Penang Juru Auto City on Hwy. 
Pulau Aman Pulau Betong) companies. 
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If you feel like I can at times yes working visit, at the time we re-distribute coupons for 9 € shoots down at the mall and make free images. Kind of odd here basically making "advertising", I hope you do not find the stupid. But even if I did not work for Studio Line, I would tell you about it cause I just think that's cool.