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Wednesday, June 2, 2010
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[I have decided drinzubehalten the whole, it would be Pity about all the posts and I think many will perhaps someday indentifizieren still so, so sad it is. But when I got out of it one, then that everything happens for a reason and maybe it will help one or the other to get over and over something. The next few posts every now and then deal with such issues and I think, more true to life is, barely. ]
Ok guys, I'm done.
You know, I had a friend, Chris. We have had 2 1 / 2 years a long distance relationship and there were ups and downs. Ultimately, there were only problems, but I have never thought to really end.
Chris I had then naturally integrated into my circle of friends, including my secondary school clique consisting of Vivian, Kimberley, Kai and Basi. Later, Luisa, Luisa Vivien's best friend came up and we were one big clique and every now and then you have met if I had Chris there and all liked him.
Last week, Chris Made final. I was devastated and did not want to believe it. How this could be because we had been more controversy, but so?
You know, I was on 25.4. Birthday. On the same day I have my "friends" told what to so everything annoy me. I had just celebrated their purely with .. and then we all lay on my bed around and Luisa had sone mini trousers, and bare legs in elnig Chris packed step, while he has also propped up on her. I thought that was not ok and I said loose Luisaa .. even get your leg away there.
evening came with Vivien on msn and said "Nina, we must once because of your jealousy Chris talk "and" you make us all just very unfortunate "
PEOPLE I swear, I have not done !!!!!!!!!!!!! NOTHING! So I wanted to listen to it not at first. Especially since none of what I wanted to tell. As Luisa said, then they suck realized how I reacted. As I cracked the collar and I'm insulted as a whore .. shame on my head, but no one puts his leg in the step my friend.
end have me then as a "bitch, fat and ugly" insults and Luisa "is I think Chris does not like to work with you!" as well, then I finished with them.
I told Chris everything and he only "yes, but Nina, when so many say, then there must be something in it!" WHAAAT? He listened as my friend that I insulted by which it was (grundlos!) and defends the first? What The FUCK!
I then said, to decide between them and me, and I thought he had chosen for me. Only in this way "Do I think about" Where I thought, WHAT?
Ultimately, he was still 1x to me, because I have indeed given him tickets for Bayern Hertha in the Olympic Stadium for Christmas. Inside the stadium, even the "treasure thank you so much, I love you" blah blah blah. 
Sunday. then the present day. I have someone from Chris and the team contacted via meinvz told me that Chris was drunk and the last Sunday has said "I'm single again, but have been ne new, was in Berlin"
Ok people. He told me last weekend, he goes to a buddy to Brunswick and stayed there because they will drink and grill, and some have called more often, etc. I learn that he is never addressed range and I was amazed. We were there no longer together, but hey, 2 1 / 2 years would I not give it up and thought it might turn. We have also written on msn and gecamt as always, he told me he loves me etc.
Then I called him and eventually came out that he was not in Brunswick, but in Berlin, on the birthday of LUISA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I then went to Vivien, and they've taken to task, and they just "go too Luisa, she invited him"
OK people, I make it short, Chris had all the time, but all the while still in contact with ALL of them and Vivien has good range makes him. After the birthday when he has slept with Luisa and Vivien have rumgeknutscht beautiful.
I tell you, I die. That can not be. Vivien .. all .. who were once my friends. And with Chris, I was 2 1 / 2 years together. SO LONG. And on my birthday, where he has defended them all so .. my God, who knows how long since been running what. Behind my back. These bastards.
you have to kiss. He has slept with her. My friend or ex-boyfriend was with my girlfriend or ex-girlfriend Slept and YOU KISSED !!!!!! MY CHRIS!
I get the not in my head. How to do something. I have NEVER done something to someone, and NOTHING is damn true.
And now Chris is no longer ride because of me to Berlin, but because of her. Because Vivien. Will sit with her family at the table, will be traveling with her, they kiss, sleep with her, call her. And no longer with me. I've lost him to my then best friend. How could they do this to me.
I need help, I'm going crazy, someone has to tell me that all this is true. Or tell me that I sometime about'm gone. Right now, I would like to kill them all.
HE HAS TO VIVIEN slept! AND YOU KISSED !!!!!! yesterday I've gecamt with him and he said Friday vll I can come to him! and during which he has with NEM "buddy" written, OH NO, it was Vivien. And he was grinning the whole time on and smile. Omg .. while he has gecamt with me. And yet I show him my new jacket and fight and fight. And now you're gonna get out of something. It is simply incredible. I got it after the whole thing, so just now, again called and asked him if he wants to do with Vivien further, or want to see me again (just because I wanted to know) and he "Well what good."
That's it.
The whole thing took place on June 3 and I'm now over it. I thank you
for each individual contribution and your compassion and understanding, you have given me exactly what I needed.
I wish each of you, the Similar is happening is that he can make the whole thing behind and looks to the future. Sooner or later you realize the whole thing, noting that everything happens for a reason.
can not show people more clearly one that they do not deserve to belong to their own lives.
Apart from the imprint on the events or experiences and it is always more out of the thing.
Let me explain it so .. something worse could have happened impossible. Me in life is shocking any more, apart from death, but this is a very different circumstance. No one dies for a hurting .. I guess.
Otherwise, I can only advise anyone you each so much "power" to give one so much hurt that one for days, screaming and crying in bed sit around. This world is merciless and things happen that are so unreal that they can not be put, but you should always count on them.
Concentrate on your future career, spending time with family and true friends and a new man comes at some point by itself, ideally when you need him really at all.
Anyway, what's also, we look to the future of the universe and the rest
Love,
governs your Nina
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